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[tickk]

i'm going fucking insane. one minute it's "okay, i can do this, i am strong, and independent and i can do this, i can," but my room is so cold with only my body and i realize i have been stoned all day and drunk all night for a week now and the next minute it's "FUCK FUCK FCUK WHAT THE FUCK" and the next minute i'm completely shut off and i can't

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[big_russ]

Come back to me, we will find adventure and lust in only the strangest of places.

[tickk]

please please please visit

[starmeat]

MY FUCKING LIFE EXACTLY.

[tickk]

did someone break up with you too

[starmeat]

Epic break up that the other party refuses to acknowledge as a break up at all.
Because, you know, some dude that you marry just moves back home across the country, and shit should just be fine because he says he'll come back, in a few months, or whatever.

[glues]

i'm there with you.

[tickk]

justin broke up with me, nothing is real, nothing matters at all!

[glues]

oh no, i'm so sorry lovey...

but! YOUR LIFE IS STILL WONDERFUL AND WORTH LIVING! get out of the house, go swing on the swings at a playground. learn a new recipe, read a new book. keep yourself busy until it hurts less. it will get better slowly, let time take care of you.

[tickk]

i know all this but it doesn't make it any easier. I've been busy nonstop since it happened and talking about it with a lot of people and i feel like i'm grounded and ready to heal as long as i don't run into him

[automobiles]

i recognize that sentiment.... i struggle with it all the time. sorry you're feeling this way. maybe sobering up would help you stop and figure out what to do next.

[tickk]

whatever gets you through the night, it's alright

Be okayyy

[hoorahforhumans]

I miss you.
and have for quite some time. remember our trip to the beach and my bicycle legs that made it fucking impossible for you to stop laughing?
i wish we'd have hung out more last year. for some reason i felt a bit closed off from your life and didn't make much of an effort to poke back in. I guess it just seemed like you were set and that I'd only be interrupting. I always missed it though.

Just please be okay. I want to see you sometime soon if that's at all possible. It kinda sucks being stuck down here, but maybe I'll make a trip or something.

I miss making you laugh and the way you always did the same for me.

Re: Be okayyy

[tickk]

you made me smile and that is very hard these days. come vizit