have you ever actually sat somehwhere and phsically felt your heart break?.. i was just reflecting on when i last saw mike.. i got in my car *crying hysterically* and then i turned round the corner and then B BOOM thats when i realised... mike wasnt going to be here everyday and i started to shake and ths intense pain came over me and i was just ( Read more... )

it is actually 830 in the morning ( Read more... )

i,lately have been realising something.. i am full of jealousy and it brings me to the conclusion that i need a councilor because even some of the most stupid things get my green eye going and i hate it soo much ( Read more... )

as i was checking my mail today i got a birthday astrology reading and i decided to do it and it was then when i was reading my "future" that i understood what appealed to me . the future is a scary place because first of all we have no idea at all what is going to happen. and it was then i decieded that i was okay with that. well not ok as in ( Read more... )

i want to come home to someone who loves me and isnt intoxicated and if they are they're willing to get me drunk and dance with me under the stars until 2 am ( Read more... )

mikey is sick ( Read more... )

i FEEL so stuck ( Read more... )

Reasons why i love my boyfriend ( Read more... )

Lacrosse is finally here. its one intense thing after another. i went on choir tour this year to england and scotland and it was really awesome i wish i could live in europe its just so .. different and i think different is better ( Read more... )

Im so fucking sick of everyone's attitude ( Read more... )