a nothing weekend ( Read more... )

weekend full of relaxing and hugs
i felt fabulous

for the first time in a while

we ate eclecticly and sat on velvet couches in private rooms

cuddling in the trunk under blankets and watching movies on one of four giant screens where there used to be four million

im slowly feeling freer

another 55 min of nothing, somehow it was still to short

i sat on the floor and you followed and you made fun of my first crush

kermit the frog

with your arms around me and i laughed

tell me how you are

( + )

i ate chocolate cake 3 times yesterday

2 times to many

at 1 time i didnt care that you didnt even say the things that friends are supposedtosayanddoand be

but it hurts deeper now

( go deeper )

i cant stop wearing skirts
and dresses
it makes me feel so much like spring
and a girl

im starting to take pictures again

capturing moments
on a piece of plastic

tears today
not my own
but i was sad and hurt and angry all the same

whats your favorite reciepe?

the week has flown by
despite those first two days

you look at me with those eyes& i wonder what your thinking

sometimes- youmakemefeelthisbigandijustcantbreath

ive sung more than i really should have
and im still sortof on an adrenaline rush
from those lights

i saw you in the crowd
did you see me?
did you even think to?

im tired today& the weather is getting to me again ( Read more... )

ive been thinking about friends lately. best friends and friends that you can tell anything to and friends that your just becoming friendships and how all friendships grow in one way or another and how eventually all friendships shrink ( Read more... )

i had a great time at the dance saturday. i liked my dress and my hair and my earrings and my mood. i danced and jumped around with people i havent jumped around with in a long time and it was good to be with them again ( Read more... )

I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want on anything you want and I promise to answer truthfully to every question. Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything ( Read more... )