Ok so last night i was soo emotional.. As a matter of fact I have been that way for a while now which is weird for me.. Eric and I got into a fight today and actually sat down to talk it all out.. It worked out for the best for us to talk about it cuz what always happends is i bottle up what is bothering me and then just blow up on him in the end ( Read more... )

I have been up way too long.. Im so tired but i have so much on my mind not even my meds can help me sleep tonight.. Its 5am and im thinking about bills, moving, the whole boyfriend situation.. (my bf is driving me NUTS!) and sooo much more ( Read more... )

So some drama kinda went down tonight.. I got it under control though cuz im good like that ( Read more... )

I went to applebees today!!! I love applebees!! Its even better when i dont have to pay for it!!! Yeah i had a lot of fun!! Um.. I got to have a conversation with Erics room mate on the phone cuz i thought she hated me and she didnt even know me so i was mad.. Well turns out shes pretty freakin kool!!! Yay!!! Exciting to know people dont hate ya!! ( Read more... )

MY POWER WENT OUT FROM THE STORM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THAT IS SO SCARY!!!!!! WHAT HAPPENS WHEN MY HOUSE GETS BLOWN DOWN?!?!

I WILL HAVE NO WHERE TO LIVE!!!!!

IM SCARED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HELP ME!

So i quit my job at Family Christian stores last week... I had it all planned out.. I was going to walk in there, hand my manager my notice and go to work.. Well she wasnt there so i set it on her deak.. She came in later and asked me to come to her office.. I wrote this letter so i wouldnt have to talk to her cuz i knew she would ask me a million ( Read more... )

Yeah once again its been a while.. I honestly forgot all about this journal.. Hmmm.. Well a lot has been going on.. Heartbreak, stress, depression, anything that is bad it has pretty much what is new with me ( Read more... )

So it has been a while since i wrote in here again.. It seems like time has been working against me latley.. Its like once I get a day off to just relax its over in an instant and im working again. So for thanksgiving I went to PA to visit Jons sister Chrissy and her fiance Ron.. I had a great time.. I wish we could have stayed longer so we didnt ( Read more... )

OH WOW It has been forever since i wrote in this shit!!! GUESS WHAT!!! NIKKIS back!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!! hehe Well at the current moment I am in Arizona.... Its SOOO much fun here!! Once i got here i remembered how much i miss everything and everyone here! I cant wait to come back. It sucks tho cuz i leave in like 5 days *tears* It kinda sucks during ( Read more... )

Ok so here I am reading my old entry about how hot Brandon is. LOL... Well now that hottie is ALL MINE!!! Hehe. We will have been together for two weeks this thursday! Hes awesome! There has been so much happening in my life I dont even know what to write lol. Well I finally saw napolean dynomite or however u spell it. I liked it! Not to mention I ( Read more... )