My God. How fucking stupid am I. How fucking hard is this class. I must be in way over my head. I'm not smart enough for this shit. I HATE YOU!!! "Jennifer youre smart enough you can do this" um obviously I fuckin cant. This class should NOT be this hard!!!!! I'm in tears almost everyday! I break out in hives!! And I'm only in my pre-reqs! Is ( Read more... )

WHY is it that when I start dating someone ALL my ex's come a runnin? You have a gf, I'm happy with my bf. We broke up for a REASON. Leave me alone!!!!

Paranoia, paranoia, only time will tell. But I be SCURRRRRRED!!!

I really need to forget about this. But it's eating me up inside. I can't take this.
Well back to usual.
Bury myself in homework and cleaning.

Yesterday was good. Yesterday made me happy. Yesterday was the first day in a long time that I felt like myself. I went to church. Saw my family whom I've missed. Helped teach preschoolers. Saw that guy ( Read more... )

Even when I tell someone, I still feel horrible. It just makes me feel even worse when I let all these feelings out. I don't like telling anybody. I don't want to be judged, and I don't want people thinking the wrong thing of me. What happened happened. It's probably the reason behind my cold heart. I feel alone sometimes, and its all my fault. I ( Read more... )

I dont know what my problem is. I think its the fact of living here thats gettiing me so bummed out. If only i had a freakin job I would feel a whole lot better about myself. But oh well. Can't get one now. This is really all CHarles fault. But whatever. Staying home all day everyday is a little depressing. And tis the week before my period AND I'm ( Read more... )

You would think ( Read more... )

I dont know what my problem is ( Read more... )

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You're acting weird and I dont like it ( Read more... )