Things are all good. I was feeling iffy about Tim, and I wasn't sure why. I was thinking awful things and I was so confused and hated myself for it. While I was away house sitting, Tim recommended that we write to each other everything. How we feel, what we like, what we don't like, etc. it seems that ever since we did that things have been 100%. I ( Read more... )

Well hello, self realization! It's about time you came out and explained yourself. Thank God I'm house sitting...Nobody else but me and an old dog. I haven't even turned on the TV while here...I've been sitting in a comfy chair, blinds open, fans on, reading old journals I brought. I've come to realize and remember (or not remember) a lot of things ( Read more... )

What is my deal....I mean what is it ( Read more... )

I read my journal from 10 years ago...and now I'm OBSESSED. I went through my old myspace pictures.....I'm thinking about turning on my old laptop and looking through those pictures...I tried to read my old xanga account (which I kinda can but can't...it's weird). I'm thinking about how I used to be (skinny and afraid) instead of who I am now (... ( Read more... )

I wanna be skinny again I wanna be skinny again I wanna be skinny again I wanna be skinny again I wanna be skinny again I wanna be skinny again I wanna be skinny again I wanna be skinny again I wanna be skinny again I wanna be skinny again I wanna be skinny again I wanna be skinny again I wanna be skinny again I wanna be skinny again I wanna be ( Read more... )

Go back and get my Master's in Non Profit Management. Things need to get moving. I will be paying off student loans until I die....but I gotta make it happen. Things need to hurry up and fall into place! Hurry hurry hurry!!!!!!

I just ate some pasta salad that my boss made. It was delicious...only half of a small tupperware container full. And I feel so full and so guilty ( Read more... )

I'm gonna spill the guts of my brain ( Read more... )

What would I say to myself ten years ago? Worried about T-guys and mothers who have their own issues ( Read more... )

Something happened tonight and I have 2 complaints about the matter ( Read more... )