So i feel out of place in the world that im know living in. Iv lost all want to be with a man, or in a realationship.*sigh, so i just feel like sitting down and crying right know, cause i know that the things that once ment the world to me are lost. I just dont want to get hurt or used. Im just kinda out ther tonight..I want to put on the smile ( Read more... )

So they say that live isen't always peachy, but theres always its moments. You feel alone when everone is near. (This is called life as you know.) Things are harder as you go. AS long as you find the true love of your life things will be clear with gods hand by your side. Ok so this is just a word for thought. That makes me think about the for ( Read more... )

For some reason i seem to go back to the same thoughts, and its just killing me. You know i love wrok so much cause the whole 9 hours that im there i dont have to think about any thing but work. As soon as i leave i realize that i have nothing once again. Does anyone else feel this way. I dont know Kinda stressed right now, i want to start this new ( Read more... )

so i got to stay at heahter house the other night that was super fun. Ill tell you all about it later. K harry potter comes out tomorrow and im excited. So i wanted to get on to tell you guys about are harry potter marathoin at on thrusday you all should come it will be super fun. Call me if you want to go. Well i have to get ready to go to work. ( Read more... )

So its been a while since iv writen on my old livejournal. So lost to think about these days, been looking at out of state schools, i need to get away from my family there killing me. Im talk to a women today about a college in flordia, but im still thinking that i want to go to brooks, i dont know. I want to keep things open ( Read more... )

So today i went to the dotors, it was the same oh same oh. Anyways, spent the hole day with my mom cause she wanted to hang out, i dont know why. It was realy werid, but then again all we did was go shopping. So i saw a bunch of people that i havent seen in a long time today, made me happy. Well i know you guys woulded be happy about the people ( Read more... )

So iv been hanging out with heather o alot, now that shes back home...Things are different, i like it. Its been a long time since heathers made me feel like...new, thats the only word i can think of right now ( Read more... )

So the steeler won, and im excited.

So you evr now when your being selfish, i hate it it makes me feel like crap. Yet giving up something that you wants kinda hurts. I can never say what i realy want to say, thats one thing i hate about myself. o well.

So theres alot thats been going on the last couple of weeks. For those that i havent talk to in a couple of days, im sorry. Anyways I helped Fox butt move out of her place. That was alot of fun, hanging out with her for a couple of weeks ,just being dorks. Thats what I best at. Oh so have you guys been to the Machine Shop, i love it went there with ( Read more... )

So i have been having alot of funn these last could pf days. But i realy miss heather, she comes home in two weeks. well it will be great when she comes home cause there saying that will still have snow when she gets home. So maybe ill bust her out and will al go sleiding that will be fun. Anyways, Im going to the MAchine Shop on the 28th to see ( Read more... )