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Bleh, it is scholarship time. There's no way I would be able to go to my all-girls school without financial aid and scholarships. If I don't get one, I'm booted out says the parents who don't actually have money for the school. I do feel quite bad that I really want to go to this school but it's so damn expensive. I mean, I fuckin' hate the economy ( Read more... ) -
Falling, Falling, Falling
I don't know why but I feel loved. I mean it. I feel super loved, like people actually notice me. Sure, there's certain people who are still quite bitchy to me but today, they don't matter. Really, they don't. I know that I can't just ignore them because they'll still follow me around. I still see them in classes so there's no point in avoiding ( Read more... ) -
Drop It.
Seriously, I need to move or something. I am just becoming more and more irritated with the people I'm around, especially when they don't get my issues. If I say I'm busy, I'm busy. Don't try to weasel in and make me have free time. I don't HAVE free time ( Read more... ) -
You Obviously Don't Know me.
There should be a magical button or thing that tells you what is going to fit in your life and what won't. It should also tell you whether the people you meet or hang out with are worth the talk or just should be one of those things where people should just know.
THEY SHOULD JUST KNOW.
I don't think I'm the same person as I was a year ago. I don't ( Read more... ) -
What A Bitch.
My dad is a douchebag. End of story for that.
I don't talk with crew boys nor do I talk with a lot of people anymore. I didn't get emo or anything; I'm just not feeling the mood to talk with assholes.
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Picture Un-Perfect
Devin gave up [DAY 10]. Well, that's what I think but I guess he would just count it talking to me. If I really analyze it, he actually talked to me on [DAY 8]. He took Marina's phone and called me. I was in the pool when he called so I never picked up. Kind of sad because somewhere in my head, I wonder what would have happened if I had picked up ( Read more... ) -
Ordinary People
A WEEK. IT HAS BEEN A WEEK. WHO IGNORES A GIRL FOR A WEEK?!
[DAY 7]. Should I repeat this again?! It's been a week and no talk! I am desperate! And I mean, I guess I shouldn't be desperate if you look at it. Instead, I should be irritated, angry, a bit upset mixed with rage but not enough rage that makes me go 'whoa there!' and maybe add a bit of ( Read more... ) -
Summer
First entry of the start of my summer...
It's not very interesting since it's raining and it doesn't feel like summer. It just feels like another strange/rainy day. There's not much to say about me or how my life is. Since my hand cramps up quite fast but I at least want to remember this summer since it feels like it's going to be memorable, I'm ( Read more... )
