I have the best boyfriend ever <3

 And I won't be far from where you are if ever you should call
You meant more to me than anyone I ever loved at all
But you taught me how to trust myself and so I say to you
This is what I have to do

You speaking your mind and, saying the real thing
My feet have broke free, and I am leaving
I'm not gonna stand here, feeling lonely but
I don't regret it, and I won't think this
Was just a waste of time

 "Don't be flattered that he misses you. He  should miss you.  You're deeply missable.  However, he's still the same person who just broke up with you.  Remember, the only reason he can miss you is because he's choosing, every day, not to be with you."

It's kinda like spinning in circles and falling down really hard. 
Was it really worth it?

I tell myself all the words he surely meant to say
I'll talk until the conversation doesn't stay on

After years of nothing, I now have a boyfriend <3 And he's by far the best thing that's happened to me in a long time. =] He makes me smile nonstop and we can hang around doing nothing, but be completely fine. Man, I totally missed this feeling. 

I'm actually really happy right now. I may have made some mistakes with a certain someone but hopefully he'll come to accept that soon enough. Right now I'm really happy with my 'love life' situations. He makes me happy but I don't want to jinx it. =x I tend to do that.

 "Just to prove i was right that it's harder to be friends than lovers and you shouldn't try and mix the two, cause if you do and then you're still unhappy, then you know that the problem is you."
- Liz Phair

You like me the way you say you don't
Baby that's tough, tough love that is
Don't you get it yet - you know what's up
Open your eyes there's so much to see
You keep me out and you keep me in
But you'll never amount if you don't
Be with someone who's like me <33