They're finally paying me for this ( Read more... )

I've gotta get out of here. Plain and simple. No pithy remarks, no glib comebacks, no deviations or distractions. I just need to go; to watch this place fall away behind me. I want to watch this place become a dot in my rearview mirror. Glad I actually broke down and stood in that gods-awful line to get this little scrap of plastic with my picture ( Read more... )

Since I know you're all dying to know, turns out trashcan lids make for beautiful improvised weapons. It's not so much the feeling of a steel projectile spinning off of your fingertips...it's more that wonderful -kerrang- when it impacts against skull.

Thought I might share.

Seems that I had a few things to work out after my brief brush with the ( Read more... )

[muted click and a hissing breath between clenched teeth]

Its twilight and I wake up hot
My body's soaked in a cold, cold sweat
I reenact the lurid scenes
And clawed engravings in my head

Oh, I can't punch hard enough
I can't kick high enough
I can't shoot straight enough
I can't hold on enough
Oh, I can't stay down enough
I can't take pain enough
I can ( Read more... )

Can't push aside this feeling no longer I'm able
I need to poison myself to stay sane and stable

I've lost control of everything I've kept inside me
Slipping on razor's edge I hope you'd finally find me

But I justify my desire to no one
I won't deny that I need it bad to go on

My jaded heart is yours to poison with your flame

Take me away over to ( Read more... )

I don't like to complain. I just want to make that perfectly clear. I find that bitching generally does nothing aside from breed yet more discontent. Grousing kills morale ( Read more... )

Even I've got needs, people. Some of them aren't exactly easy to fulfill.

Don't look at me like that especially you, Dite.

So I've set something up at my studio. A few of my students recently told me about a book by some guy...Palahniuk. I thumbed through the first hundred pages or so. Trite, and a little confusing at places, but some of the ideas ( Read more... )