Every time I love it hurts when its gone. Every time it hurts it fades over time. I don't want this to fade. This dull throbbing constant ache that feels like I've never felt it before. Life begins anew in the wake of death

hey you. how long has it been ( Read more... )

i think the drugs are working, because when i forget to take it for an hour or more, i take to feeling like shit again. maybe i'm just prone to thinking about [ ] around the time i'm supposed to take my medicine. w/e at least they help. they gave me even more to try/take. i'll tell you all about my dreams in the morning ( Read more... )

22 years and i finally drew blood.

my inability to ignore my past is making me jealous. this is GOOD. i don't remember the last time i said that, if ever. but it's better than being fucking sad ( Read more... )

so i talked with some doctor people today and i told them some of what goes on in my head. they used the word 'complicated' and threw some drugs at me. cheers

cheesepeeker

halo 26 is out

i just figured out what's wrong.

my chi is virtually undisrupted, which has been known to scare people on occasion.

need... more... metal...

i will remedy this as soon as i can manage.

paper + golf pencil + too much free time = awesome. i'll post them as soon as i scan them =)