i can already tell.
today is going to horrible.

I used to make the light shine for you. the sun has left my sky. velvet walls surround my sorrows. Ive sacrificed my pride. youre giving up on me. Ive laid myself to sleep tonight. I know youve played out everything in your mind. and now you throw it all away. a shattered memory that you would stay, through thick and thin with me. youre giving up ( Read more... )

i really wish patty hadnt shown me that req for a dream movie at that state of mind cause now im having that really bad post-depressing movie effect and it's not really that cool wow im not making any fucking sense ( Read more... )

yeah

i cant fucking wait to move in with lyndsey this summer

it's going to be awesome

i deserve to be happy for once

i need drugs right now really bad

this month is going to be soooo slowww

my life just took a crazy turn...

i like when my body travels through space without having to move do any body movement.
the environment is still, your body is still. so what IS moving?

As if I needed to be reminded that my life sucks.

I seriously hate my life.

You don't understand.
No one understands.

Days like these make me want to die. There's a thick cape of greyness all around in the sky and it makes me want to cuddle into a ball under my bed covers. Seriously, I hate winter now and forever. It's gay. I hate this greyness, what the fuck go away you stupid. I don't mind the cold... or the snow... but greyness + dampness (its not even rain ( Read more... )