losing steam. the novelty of being by myself in Rob's apartment is wearing off and I'm ready for him to come home.

pick one. stop searching on the surface long enough to actually investigate....

i am walking dogs and getting paid and totally loving life.

Was I this crazy when I was super crazy? Does it count that I understood that I was nuts and appologized for it constantly ( Read more... )

sometimes you think you're totally rid of being fucked up.. only to realize that your head is more fucked up than you could have even imagined.

and it's a stange sort of heartache ( Read more... )

"I'm either so sick in the head
I need to be bled dry to quit..
Or I just
Really used to love him
I sure
Hope that's it."

--Fiona Apple

"I feel, therefore I can be free" --Audre Lorde.

forgive me world, for i have sinned ( Read more... )

I can't believe I went home and walked in on my roomate and my mom having wild panda bear sex. They didn't even SEE me until I started yelling and crying. If its going to be like this all summer, I swear I'll go back to starring in porn - at least I was getting some REAL attention, then. Some people have NO respect. It's not like I haven't had ( Read more... )