okay i'll admit it
i just had this long, witty journal entry typed out.
and stinkin x'd out by accident.
ughhhh
so i'll sum everything i had up.
--we stayed with scott and stephanie
had mucho fun
she's due in dec.
there was a lot of baby talk
[[rc rumor clear-up: i am not pregnant]]
i got a new book, 23 minutes in Hell.
i'll let you know how that goes.
steph ( Read more... )

this has been a good week.
i took the test that i had a guilt trip over..
i BARELY slid by with an A (95.5%).
I couldn't remember one of them--
the answer had three parts to it
and so i put 1. My mind went blank.
2. God bless.
3. Have a good day!
and i got a half point on each!!!  haha i love it.
it's really cool that, here, teachers
focus less on grades 
and ( Read more... )

i feel productive
witty
charming
and happy.
it's rare that i feel all these things
especially at once
so i thought i'd share it.
dont mistake it for cockiness
because i promise 
that i'm the most insecure person
you'll ever meet.

i've given up and let go
of things i needed to
and now i feel right where i need to be.
i have a problem letting the past go
it ( Read more... )

okay i had one person make me feel needed
on livejournal so i suppose i'll stay :) haha.
in approximately 30 minutes
i'll be heading to middlesboro
with scott and stephanie-
he's 19, she's 21--they're married and go to school here..she's havin' a baby, due in december!! yaaay--
anyways, im going with them to get a puppy! 
haha i know, i know.
i have a zoo ( Read more... )

okay. i don't have a whole lot of time.
so i'll mainly hit the highlights.

school's good.
i graduate in may.
work's good.
i'm taking a class at church
taught by my mentor,
about the power of a praying wife.
and it's amazing.
i feel loads lighter.
and much happier.
the book we're reading is great.
i guess i don't really have much else to say.
i have had ( Read more... )

ahh, today is my day off.
it feels WONDERFUL.
i wanted to sleep in entirely too late
but didn't.
it's rainy out
and that makes me happy.
only because my yard was looking
pitiful.
i do have homework to do
but i have snuggling under covers
with a good book
to look forward to.
oh! i may rewatch premonition
for the third time today as well.
i'm absolutely giddy.

and
i ( Read more... )

sigh.
i think that pretty much
sums up
every single emotion 
i'm feeling right now.
sigh of relief. no tests this week. 
made A's on my last 4.
i'm on good terms with someone
i hadn't been previously.
sigh of sadness.
things aren't on good terms with you.
my heart hurts.
but i don't want us to not talk.
sigh of resignation.
i figure there's some things
that i ( Read more... )

one. patches is back!  i found him and we've been lovey dovey ever since.
two. i discovered i have more to do than study for 3 tests this week.  i must also write 3 articles, a paper, and do some online work.
three.  i forgive.  but i tend to hold a little bit of a grudge until the bitterness subsides.
four. i saw you yesterday.  up close and personal ( Read more... )

the video kinda sucks, but i'm IN LOVE with this song.

blah.
old testament test tomorrow.
old testament test next friday.
new testament test next thursday.
fine arts test thursday.
i don't know how in the world
i'm gonna study.
not when my only day off from mighty dollar
is gonna be the day i clean a house.
blahblahblah.
school's lost its fun.