I should be happy, that I am still here ( Read more... )

So I haven't updated this thing in a while. I think it's mostly because I've been happy.  I usually write when I'm really depressed/sad/upset.  So perhaps it's a good thing ( Read more... )

Isn't it ironic how we think of all the right things to say after the moment is already over ( Read more... )

I honestly don't see it. I don't see how somehow, in the middle of this year and last year, I became this big awful person. I don't understand how someone who knows you inside and out, can completely turn their back on you in an act of arrogance and self-pity.  I don't understand how someone you grew up with can all of a sudden become disappointed ( Read more... )

Many many months too late, but I finally get it.....

Heard your broken voice on the telephone
made my heavy heart sink like a stone
and after all this time, I should have known
you'd let me down
right down to the bone
you know you're right, I'm incomplete
and I could never write down what I mean
and if you told me that the world, was ending tonight
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"They were perfect, they were beautiful. They met in the middle of nowhere, in the middle of nothing, and kissed where everyone could see. No words. No before. No after. They kissed and it was perfect. It was beautiful. It was everything. It was nothing."

I remember being in 8th or 7th grade, and reading this quote in the middle of an AFI cd I ( Read more... )

I was sitting here and I began to think ( Read more... )

Honestly
Speechless.
Nicole sucks

I feel like attempting suicide just so they can send me away

Life couldn't be worse right now
but I'm going to get through it with a smile

I'll never be anyone but myself, your approval makes no difference.

I've gotten so fed up with everyone lately. My head hurts, my heart hurts.
Maybe saying 'lately' is an understatement cause I've been feeling like this for a while.
Everything I do is wrong. I can't get one fucking word in without an immature piece of shit criticizing me or analyzing ( Read more... )

So, alright, I stayed home from school today & I am completely bored.
I decided what better to do than write about myself....hahah so here goes.

If we've never met, and I don't know you and you don't know me, there's a few things you should probably know about me before deciding if I am someone you want to associate with or not.  For starters, I am ( Read more... )