Today is July 5th. Right now... I really wish it were June 5th.

I thought you'd come save the day. But nothing's changed.

I'm more alone than ever.

I'm not a fucking child anymore.

I graduated. Feels like a dream O______O'' Maybe it's 'cause I just woke up from a nap. Hehe. High school seems to go by so quickly once you're a senior. Dang. There's so much I want to say. There's so much I wanted to have done. Now I find myself just blankly staring in to space at random times. Like just now. LMBO! I'm so happy I'm leaving high ( Read more... )

Going to school today was... prettty much pointless, but I had fun with my friends. It hasn't hit me that today was my LAST day of high-school classes O_O'' Thu, Thi, Jennie, Sharon, Huey, and I went to get some frozen yogurt after the boring Senior Assembly today. That was SO FUN! Pterodactyl, Big Booty, and Walrus with them is the best ( ( Read more... )

The French banquet was really fun. Taboo with Huey is the best AHAHHAHAA!~ :]
*sigh* Good times...
Then Thu, Sharon, and I went to Paul's Jazz Concert.
I love my friends.~

I give up on you. I'm just a bit disappointed that you turned out to be such an idiot.

Paul visited today and Thu drove us to get one of my favorite comfort foods: Thrifty's Chocolate Malt Crunch from Rite Aid. HOMG... That sh!t is so gooooood. We went to Bolsa Park and sat in Thu's car and ate ice-cream. Well.... I ate ice-cream as they were all lovey dovey. *sigh* They're so cute. They seem to complete each other. I get this ( Read more... )

Do any of you know what heartbreak feels like? I wonder if it's the same for everyone. I get that feeling of falling in my chest. It feels like my heart is falling into an endless black hole... especially when I inhale. & then it gradually gets worse and worse, until my breath shakes and I'm trying to fight back the tears. It practically hurts ( Read more... )

I just wokeup ( Read more... )

People have been noticing that light in me fade away. I've been stressing out so much lately. I've been so tired, both physically and mentally. It's getting harder to hide that. I've become the girl with a broken smile. I feel trapped, but I'm too exhausted to keep fighting back. Nothing seems to be where I want it to be ( Read more... )

You know what? People need to STFU and take a nice, long look at themselves in the mirror, realize how ugly they are on the inside, fix themselves up, AND THEN they may talk down on me. I'm not a bad person. Get your facts straight before you go mouthing off and making yourselves look stupid. Don't waste my time anymore. Yeah, I'm leaving this ( Read more... )