It's not so easy loving me ( Read more... )

everything's changed. i talked to any tonight for an hour. its been three years since ive really hung out wiht her. i do this shit. why do i just push everyone away. i mean substance abuse has something to do with it im sure, but what is it about ME that makes me such a jerk? i never wanted to be such an asshole. but of course the innevitable ( Read more... )

It seems like most of mankind's problems can be solved by some sort of pill. Hungry? Take some dexatrim. Tired? No-Doz. Sick? DayQuil. Sad? Zoloft. Anxious? Valium. I have taken lots of pills in my lifetime. My mother didn't believe in conventional healthcare as most of our society believes in it so instead of anti-biotics I took flax- ( Read more... )

Under this national rain cloud ( Read more... )

Each of the media that entered the electronic conversation in the late nineteenth and early twentieth centuries followed the lead of the telegraph and the photograph, and amplified their biases. Some, such as film, were by their nature inclined to do so. Others, whose bias was rather toward the amplification of rational speech--like radio--were ( Read more... )

Loss, just as death, is imminent always.

Bob Dylan's 115th Dream... One of my favorites ( Read more... )

It's been a crazy couple-a weeks. Went canoeing with Jeff, Georgie, Dustin, Veronica, and of course my partner in crime Chaelupa. It was a blast! But Jeff got fired from the OG shortly thereafter and Georgie quit. But Alice is going to start working there. She has been hanging out more lately. It's wonderful. She came over last night and we ( Read more... )

I got to hang out with Katy and Alice tonight. It was really fucking cool. I can't wait until Katy moves back. Alice is going through some really rough shit. I'm glad I can be there for her to tell her that I care about her and help her out with any issues with her roommates. I know how hard it can be to live with 4 other people, and sometimes ( Read more... )

So I went boating with AJ and Shaun this past week while I kept up the muse of vacation. I went tubing on the lake. The first time I got thrown off I definately forgot the "tuck" in "tuck and roll" and smacked my leg on the water pretty hard as I flew across the top of it. Throughout the day a bruise began to materialize. This bruise is the ( Read more... )