Okay, so I'm here inSouth Carolina.  But I don't think I should be.  I think I've made another stupid, emotional mistake and abandoned someone who needs and loves m because I'ma selfish kid who doesn't know how to not be alone ( Read more... )

 I had a great fourth of July.  I've been working at the movie threatre for the past three weeks, and without even asking I got the day off, and didn't have to work until one the next day.  So Vere and I hung out at Avila Beach with the usual crowd, then watched the fireworks in Pismo alone together, just pulled over in the car on the side of the ( Read more... )

 Guys,

I totally love my girlfriend.

Everybody tells me that my priorities are fucked up and she shouldn't be so important to me, but honestly I can't help it.  She makes me happier than I've ever been, which I am totally overflowing with right now.  
Grey lining, though: here I am again, talking about leaving my dad's house, which is going to make my ( Read more... )

 So, I have these vicadin left over from what was apparently tonsillitis (thank you, doctors, for bothering to diagnose me, it only took hurting too much to eat for two days), and I know the smart thing is to save it for next time I hurt myself or have a bad month or something, but now I keep eyeing it every morning and thinking, How much would it ( Read more... )

OK, so I broke my toe.  I was just climbing up the bank of a lake, trying to get out of the water and to the rock my stuff was on, kicked a rock and dislodged it to come down with all its weight to hit my pinkie toe.  But it didn't hurt that much, so I wasn't worried, even though it bruised and swelled really quickly, I figured I was just being a ( Read more... )

I had such a great  weekend!  Six flags was awesome, Vere and I had so much fun.  We each got a superhero cape while we were there, Batman for her and Wonder Woman for me (they glow in the dark!), and I won a stuffed Taz at one of the games.  We stayed at the park from open to close Monday and rode almost every roller coaster, including the little ( Read more... )

 It has been an eventful few days ( Read more... )

 I just got a haircut!!

I got it cut short, like seriously short for the first time.  My intention was to look like Meg Ryan in City of Angels, but without the weight of its length my curls have lost all order whatsoever, and instead I look almost exactly like Bess Rosen, one of my classmates at Ashley Hall.  Except I have the sense not to brush my ( Read more... )

Today I am laying in front of my computer with a stuffed lamb and a tub of Haagen-Dazs strawberry ice cream, absolutely content.  I should be getting a job soon, I put in applications in some places around town.  I'm really hoping I won't end up a waitress, but that's probably just me being lazy.  It's harder than retail but realistically better ( Read more... )

 Okay, so that last post was a little emo.  Sorry world, I didn't mean to inflict that stupidity on you ( Read more... )