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[tig_alicious]

In response to my own bitching about myself, I was thinking really hard last night, and now actually have something of weight to say instead of my usual drabble.  Not that I really expect you to read it, I'd just like to vocalize for a while and get these thoughts out so maybe they'll leave me alone and let me sleep.

I was looking back at

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[fabianeveralone]

You know what? I'd say to you, don't think about whether or not it exists, but whether or not you feel it, right? Like I can't prove that God exists, or that Jesus was His son, but I do feel it, and since I feel it, why does it matter so much if I can prove it?
Logical rules are great for debates, but imo, man cannot live on logic alone. It'd be kind of silly if I tried to operate my whole life on a p or q basis - some things in life just take a little leap of faith sometimes.

[tig_alicious]

Yeah, that's a good way to put it. I guess I just miss feeling it. Have you ever doubted the validity of a memory?
But you're right, for something like love or God (or calculus, as it is always grouped in my mind), it's not the logic that counts, because it's not a tangible thing anyway. And without tangibility, there really is no such thing as undeniable proof. I guess it just bothers me lately to see people who don't believe anymore, because I feel myself as being withing reach of that same ledge. And I really don't want to be that jaded.

Have you been told lately how amazing you are, Fabi? You are without doubt the most spiritual person I have ever known. It never ceases to suprize me, although by now I know I should probably have learned to take it as normal.

[porcupine_plush]

Fabi's right. Love is one of those abstract, personal things that can never truly be defined or defended. If you think it exists, then it does. It's like that quote they always told us in school, "If you think you will fail or succeed, you will." It's relative.

As for how to deal with it, talking is a good way. Or typing, as it were.

:)

[fool_said_never]

forget everything i've preached to you on the subject. hang onto the idea of love for as long as you can. you don't want to turn out like me, do you?

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[tig_alicious]

Hey, the site won't let me respond to your comment now that I'm not authorized to read your posts, so I'm putting it here. I just wanted to say that my final comment was probably worded wrong. It wasn't intended to insult. Sorry.

Good luck with your life.