I'm back ( Read more... )

The sunset last night was strange.  The clouds were there, but they didn't pick up a thing.  None of the pinks and blues of a gorgeous summer sunset, the sun just sank and turned orange.  And the orange sunshine reflected from the heat puddles in the road and flooded the car with its ugly light.  It made me think, someone died in that sunset, and ( Read more... )

I have officially discovered ska.  I downloaded this three-CD collection called Don't Call Me Ska Face like, two months ago, but I never listened to it.  I was just downloading everything even vaguely interesting off of my uncle before I had to leave his house.  And now I've actually heard it, and it's just so flipping cute, it's so simple and ( Read more... )

I was just reading over some crap from the past.  I really didn't expect to feel anything about it, I was just trying to remember it clearly.  But I guess that was a pretty dumb thing to do.  But I'm not dwelling on this shit, damnit, even I'm tired of hearing me being depressed.

On happier news, I'm going to Warped Tour!!!  Score one for Jack, I'm ( Read more... )

You know, in some weird way that I can't really explain, even as everything in the world changes, nothing really does.  Even so, I don't think any of us will ever really understand it.  The world's just too big.

I read Fight Club last night.  Good book, but I wouldn't particularly reccomend it.  Might as well just watch the movie, you get the same ( Read more... )

Why is life so fucked up?

It didn't used to be this way.

Dude, there's shit going on lately that I thought would flag armageddon.  I just can't believe it.  Karmi and Lauren?

Well, I came online to post a little peom I wrote this morning, and even though world-ending affairs are going on, I think I'm going to plod ahead, if you don't mind.

I want the quiet love of flowers
Or clouds in the infinite sky
The ( Read more... )

It has been arranged!  This friday, from around seven to sometime saturday, we are having our good old-fashioned get together.  Chips, soda, m&m's, ANIME, and just us girls again.  The SS have already been informed, but Lauren and Karmi need to contact me so I know they know.  The notice is a little short, but I think this'll be worth it.  I do so ( Read more... )

(I see... the blood all over your hands)
(the pistol shaking in my hands, and all I hear is the sound)

(I guess I'll pack all my things, I guess I'll see you around)
(It's all... been bottled up until now, and as I walk out your door -)
I feel the hurt, so physical

Ther'll come a day, you'll finally see
I been here waiting patiently

I tried my best to ( Read more... )

If I was killed by a stray bullet at this exact second, I think I would feel nothing but relief ( Read more... )