I can't believe it's been over a year since I've written in this journal. I am not good at this journal, blog, mess. I don't have a need to throw up my life or musings everyday, I guess, or life just gets to hectic. Emotional depression hasn't come upon me yet.....LOL ( Read more... )

Ahhh........peace and quiet. Besides my 2 year old aggravating the hell out of me with his whining, I am very relaxed. The children are back in school early this year, but they are excited, they both started new schools and are very excited. My husband has gotten over his PMSing. Now I just have to wait til it happens again. I finally got in ( Read more... )

I was able to talk to my cousin last night.  Which made me feel a bit better.  We talked well after 1 am instant messaging each other.  My husband I guess realized I wasn't in the bed yet and when I did get off the computer, he is poking his head out the bedroom door.  I don't know what for, as I have no plans on sleeping in our bed tonite.  I have ( Read more... )

My husband has really done it.....I don't know what I am going to do.  I can't go on and continue to live this emotional up and down roller coaster.  We were what I thought "happy" on Friday til he did a 180 on me on Saturday, so i tried to stay out of his way, but by Monday he totally pissed me off.  And I am thinking I can't do this anymore.  I ( Read more... )

He pisses me off! My husband that is......I swear he is one of the f@*%*!# children! How can a grown man act like this? This weekend was school shopping for the kiddos. Friday i was up late cause I had someone's hair to braid. Saturday we spent the day in the mall, walked around for about an hour, we stopped at Target and TJ Maxx. Things ( Read more... )

My husband is ridiculous. He has been blowing up over little things. I think the stress is getting to him. Having to work and put up with shit from others all day can take it's toll.  But he is coming home with his aggravations, I am trying to be understanding, but I am so ready to rip his balls off.
Anyway, I am feeling much better, still have ( Read more... )

I want to know.

My cousin moved here to FL a couple of years ago.  She was of course running from her past and it was just easier to start over than face it.  I have been there myself.  You have to face your demons before you can be free of them.

Anyway, she invited me to her work picnic, and Saturday morning I see her online, we IM each other, ( Read more... )

I must be bi-polar, because I swear, my mood swings are ridiculous.  My mind wanders constantly throughout the evening.   Which has caused me to start suffering now from Insomnia.  I contemplated on getting some sleeping pills so I can get better rest.  My Grandmama's Death anniversary passed the other day.  I was so down, as I miss her so much.  I ( Read more... )

This is my first entry in my LiveJournal. Don't know if I really want to put my feelings and day to day life on blast! But obviously, it can be used as a tool for therapy, instead of the $150/hr I was paying to the shrink not so long ago. I do love to write, I keep a "paper" journal, but I haven't wrote in that in over a year, so the therapy ( Read more... )