I went to Sixx this Saturday and let me start off by saying Robbie didn't go. He was sick and all. Yeah, that sucked. And I didn't win no money either. I don't care about that part cause the guy that beat me seem nice and all. He was like you know you are going to win. He said it so much that I didn't even want to do it anymore. I just kind of ( Read more... )

I asked Robbie if he was going to keep doing weed cause I would leave if he did. I thought for sure he would choose weed but he actually is going to try to stop smoking. I couldn't believe it. I was like, ok... maybe he does like me. I will be going to Sixx Saturday unless he finds something else to do. I don't think he will ( Read more... )

I talked to Robbie today when he said he was going to party tonight and "Roll". Yeah, he means he is going to do "X". I could sort of deal with the weed thing but that was still bad enough. He doesn't realize how bad it is cause he has been doing it for so long. I like him alot but I can't be with someone who does drugs. It is not only treated ( Read more... )

I will be doing the interviews for the surrounding plant tomorrow. I will finally have a chance to make some real money for once. That car is looking better and better. I will have a phat ass ride soon baby...Yow!! Next, I will be at my own apartment. Then my life is in my control. Or something Ok. so you later buddy.

I was in my room....LOL Yeah, this one is about me. Anyway, I was in my room and I had the curtains to my room totally open. My aunt was outside working in the yard and I could hear her outside my window but she was far off and I wanted to jack off bad...lol So I start and finish and I am just laying watching the game totally naked with a hard ( Read more... )

My friend Brett tells me that he was at work and was going to the little boys room. He walks in the restroom and notices a guy in there jacking off. He laughs a little do to the shock and the guys finally realizes he is being watched and runs out of there saying sorry...lol Well, later on that week, Brett is going to home and gets on the ( Read more... )

Sorry no write for so long buddy. I have been really busy. School is almost over and if everything goes according to plan, I will be a new man soon. I will be able to make some real good money. We are talking 17 to 18 bucks an hour. Full time.... working only 182 days in the year. The sweet life. But... I still feel like I have noone to ( Read more... )

Show me the ways of your heart
And if good and true
Blessed be me
To be with you.

Show me the ways of your heart
Never hide them from me
Invite me in
Hand me the key.

Show me motions of your love
Promise this you'll do
Over and over
I'll make love to you.

Let our love last forever
Quench not our passion
Love is the lesson here
I would imagion.

I am starting to dip back into the depression shit again. I think it is because I have to do so many things that I don't know how to do and I have to wait for other things that I am tired of waiting on. The same things that my friends already understand and have taken care of and I have no idea on. Confusing I guess. Isaac got a fucking 350Z car ( Read more... )

Tell me the passions of your heart and make me feel what you are feeling ( Read more... )