Baaaa I feel so frusterated right now! I havent seen my best friend since march 2004!!!!! That's 2.5 years ago!!!!!!! I miss B...... it's not like missing other people, it's such a deep thing, it aches! It's usually one of those things i try not to think about because it hurts all the time... we are supposed to be together! The distance feels so ( Read more... )

LJ time!!! Gosh it's been way too long! So The recent news is that it has been so fricken hot right now! It's apparently the hottest it's been in the UK since 1976. It's hard to be in this heat without any source of H2o to play in! Im so used to having the lake at my disposal. Not just the lake but i usually spend my summer months playing in water ( Read more... )

1. EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT RING? I can do one better...i've got a wedding ring...but it's not from a lover! Sadly, lol It was from a previous marriage in a past life of my "fathers ( Read more... )

Im thinking about breaking up with Chris. I cant even stand to look at him when im speaking. I hate him. He has fucked up so much, and i feel that for someone who is supposed to be on the path of a final chance in earning back trust.....he's doing a pathetic job. Yesterday we went to Portsmouth to see the Mary Rose...and i felt it was soo hard to ( Read more... )

Im really very tired! After another uncomfortable night of tossing and turning, i have to wonder if i was born to be unimpressed!?! Yesterday was mothers day in the Uk so i got my card sorted out close to two months in advance for Canadas. With that much time for me to get organized hopefully i'll send it at just the right moment that it gets there ( Read more... )

Why is it that whenever i feel like i have things to say, i completley ignore my journal?!? ...Whatevaaa ( Read more... )

So im back in Nanaimo for the night. Just a quick visit. Im realy impressed this time cause my grandpa isn't being a dick. It was his surprise birthday party tonight, he turned 65. It was one of those affairs where people were reading sentimental things out loud and i was the wuss that got all teary eyed. I cant help it........i love it! My grandma ( Read more... )

As if i wasnt pissed off enough ( Read more... )

So i guess i've had it with my dad ( Read more... )

Today i had sushi for breakfast and it made me glad ( Read more... )