I feel so lonely. I question so many things, above all love. Love is so fickle. I've never known anything more unforgiving, demanding, and spiteful than love. Isn't it supposed to be a thing of beauty? If you ask me, it comes at much too high a cost. But still, I long for it with every fiber of my being ( Read more... )

I have officially hit bottom. I've lost all but one friend and I am heartbroken. I lost my two soul mates, and I won't get them back for awhile, if ever again. I just want to stay in my basement and sleep for the rest of the year until everyone moves away and forgets about me ( Read more... )

Wow, now that I have begun drinking, I think it wont be that hard to quit weed lol. I love it here, I don't want to leave.

And what I said before, I take it back. What he said hurt a lot, and he owes me an apology.

Things just keep getting better. I can't wait to see him again, it's been so long, and it's time for us to reunite.

~Lia

He was the center of attention, always. It was his job, to laugh and be merry in the center of social situations. He made the jokes and laughed the loudest, with cheer to spare everyone in the room.

Tonight, he didn't feel up to it. There was no logical reason, he just didn't want to. He didn't feel like bouncing through the company, giddy and ( Read more... )

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I cannot wait to taste the sweet freshness of freedom!! Less than twenty-four hours from now I will be able to spend my time the way I choose to. And I learned how to park, so I can take my freaking road test and get my freaking lisence/car finally. All it took was one practice, and I knocked down zero cones on my final try. I just have to practice ( Read more... )

So life is beginning to improve. Freedom is just a day away, and I cannot wait. I'll have a great week, cuz I'll be hanging out with my friends and boyfriend, finally, and I can just get out of the house. Maybe I'll even watch cable! :D :D :D And I learned how to park today, so the countdown can begin!! Ashlee is coming into town next weekend (with ( Read more... )

Life has changed so much since September 12. I was positive I had lost him, but now I see a glimmer of hope. I was just another social stoner, but then I got caught, and have been under house arrest for a month. I was single. I was wild and free, but now my wings are clipped and I am forced to remain in my cage. My mom thinks I'm a delinquent and a ( Read more... )

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It isn't over. It was all just as I had suspected... we just needed time apart. Thank God I don't have to lose another friend. And things with all of the girls have worked out, my life is finally getting back on track ( Read more... )