So much has changed in a month... I've loved, lost, and gained a really weird perspective on life. Verdi left my life just as quickly as he came, much do the delight of my friends. I couldn't miss him more. The melancholic nostalgia plagues me and I see no end to this pain in sight. I simply miss him, and I love him. I'll never understand why God ( Read more... )

Okay, the damage is completely done. That's all I'm going to say about that, lol. Anyway, I'm back in school and it sucks ass, but there's always the weekend. I'm just loving life right now, despite the one negative aspect. It sucks that I'm losing the one thing that I want to hold on to, but I know it will make me happier in the end. I just need a ( Read more... )

Last night was pretty cool. Hung out with Jamers for the first time since my pre-birthday dinner. :P We went over to Peter's apartment and saw Lindsey, got the new Corpse Smoke cd, called "Four Year Old in my Trunk" which is absolutely wicked after you have ice cream. FA SHO! Haha, then we went to Mae Stecker to chill, and Elyse met us up there ( Read more... )

And the definition is so unclear
as to what exactly this beauty is,
but I still love it.
I fucking need you like a drug...
~Lia

Just a little bit stronger,
just a little bit wiser,
just a little less needy,
and maybe I'd get there.

Just a little bit pretty,
just a little more aware,
just a little bit thinner,
and maybe I'd get there.

*I Love

Oh, HEY there! How is everyone? I'm seriously bored, I got up way too fucking early today! It's 8:30, I got up about an hour & a half ago :(. But I had a good time last night at least, I ended up hanging out with Mike, and it was a lot more fun than I had anticipated. Good end to a very boring, eventless day yesterday ( Read more... )

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So yesterday post-journal entry was pretty tight. Tony came and picked my ass up at about 12, and we went to eat at Macaroni Grill, where I had lasagne. Yummy! Then we went shopping. Tony got jeans and a shirt, I got tarot cards to replace my old ones. VERY close call. Ouch. Umm then we left and went to DQ, cuz Tony wanted to try the moolatte. I ( Read more... )

Well, it has been so weird not going to summer school everyday! I feel so out of the loop from not being online for awhile. So weird. Ohhh wellll...... Uhh let's see. I'm gonna be at my dad's house for the next ten days, until the day before my birthday. Yum. Thanks for peacing out on me for yet another birthday, mom! :/ Seriously, I'm more than a ( Read more... )

Seriously, I can't fucking STAND old people. I'm so sick and fucking tired of hearing my grandfather bitch and moan about the way his shit is and how I fuck everything up because the mirror isn't directly facing the East. For fuck's sake, JUST TURN IT OVER. He reminds me of my annoying-ass great aunt who pisses in her Depends every goddamn time I ( Read more... )