So here I am again, a few months over a year since I was last here. So much has changed thinking back on it I really just can't believe all of it. I'm a sophomore in a college I love, living in a crazy house, dating a guy whom I adore, I have a tattoo and am thinking of joining a sorority. If anyone would have told me a when I posted last that ( Read more... )

So I figured I would give an update. Nothing really is new. My mom is completely broken now, both legs are messed up at the moment, so I think moving in to my apartment will be pretty interesting. Spencer is supposed to help and he might call in some of his friends, I told him it shouldn't be that bad, but he only laughed and remarked on the ( Read more... )

Hi so how is everyone? I know its been forever since I've been here, and I know you all missed me teribbly. I'm tired. Yeah I really have nothing to say. So I'm going now. Love to all

GRRRRR..... I've yet to decide why any of it matters. yeah so alled I've wanted to do today was cry. I'm not sure why but I do. And I know that once i start I won't be able to stop. Everything is depressing me. and I truly mean everything. In the famous words of someone else "Why does life have to be so hard?"

The Keys to Your Heart ( Read more... )

Ugh, sorry I haven't posted in so long. Yeah so, my little circle of friends has just shrunk some more. I'm pretty much down to two people I would trust with my deepest secrets. And sadly only one lives here. Oh well. Yeah I really need to work on my research paper. I guess I'll go do that now. Love all

ARGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My family is about to drive me out of my mind. I mean dang, lay off. Well anyways I'm not going to go on and on. McLeod's daughters is on all day!!!!!!!!!!!!

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr...........It was supposed to be a uber wonderful day. Thank God for Josh, silly little freshmen. I feel like Ulga. Ugh, back to work tomorrow, I'm looking forward to spring break. I get to quit my job and go to mississippi-which brings up some questions. I feel so disconnected. Well I have to go, I need to talk to spencer.

Okay so what is the one thing I have worked the most for? Anybody? My mustang? Yeah! I GOT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 its a '05, pearly blue coupe! I'm sooo excited. I just got it today. Well truthful my mom and I are sharing it so I really hope I have to work a lot because on the days that I'm not she is going to drive it to work and I'm on my own. ( Read more... )

Why do I try? I mean seriously why do I even bother? I don't need a friend like that so why do I keep letting this happen? What is it in me that keeps letting people use me? I mean I must be either doing something wrong or have some ingrained thing where I Subconsciously allow people to walk all over me and use me. Can someone please explain this? ( Read more... )