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P.O.ed
i cant stand my mom right now. I hate her. and i know i shouldnt, but i do. i wish she would just leave me alone. she treats me like a little kid and im sick and tired of it. -
It Will Always Be Raining In My Minds Eye
i dont know where i go from here. I mean... ive spilled my secrets, my hopes,my dreams, my life. and everyone who knows me, knowa that i cant just cheer up and be a happy little girl with no troubles. im a simple paun in lifes unmistakably sick and cruel game. i refuse to fight fate. i will simply go where the river takes me ( Read more... ) -
i hate my sister with a PASSION!!!
have you ever been hated so much that they treat you like dirt and then do things to you to make you hide in a dark place and cry for hours? i have so many times that im ready to kill myself! im too afraid to run away, and im too afraid to talk to anybody. So i keep it all inside till i burst. When i burst, i get rid of the anger the only way i ( Read more... ) -
life goes on...
ok well i loned my poems to michelle but ill have them back tomorrow. but for right now i have this ( Read more... ) -
ugh...
ok well i just got done putting my binder downstairs about an hour ago so.... i am still too lazy to go down and get it. poems will be posted tho....eventually ( Read more... ) -
2 new poems!!!!!!
ok well i had this entry completly typed then accidently hit Ctrl R and it refreshed so now i have to type it all again. so this time its gonna be shorter ( Read more... ) -
hello my name is... BORED OUT OF MY MIND!!!
i cannot believe that court is 4 days away and im so nervous i cant think straight so now im typing in my journal b/c im bored. pah. thetic. im about to go somewhere i have never imagined myself before and im bored. BORED!!! someone just kill me. please, u'll be doing me a huge favor! other than a multi million dollor lawsuit that will totally ( Read more... ) -
Blackness...
blue has always been my favorite color. but for some reason, I think black describes me best. some ppl think black is goth or depressed, but i think it means something differant to me. it means emptiness and lonleness. its feels like a void that yearns to be filled but knows that it never will ( Read more... ) -
im in school!
i havent done my french yet and i need to get it done in a half hour. maybe i can get rachel to help me! she the sweetest friend a person can ever have. i like how shell help me whenever i need help. there arent enough words to describe how much i love her. ttyl its almost passing time. -
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MOM MAKES ME SO F****** MAD I SWEAR I WANNA STRANGLE HER SOMETIMES.MOST OF THE TIME. i hate my life. i was talking to stacy just a lil while ago. he was the first guy i almost had. in fact he was the only guy i almost had. right now i would give anything to be with him. but even if i was i cant be with him now. since he and i never went out, he got ( Read more... )