Interesting night... Last night was the masquerade ball, which I was dreading like the plague. It was ok but definitely made exponentially better by a little inebriation. Maybe I should drink before every school dance. Anyways, it was an ok dance, but I definitely had more fun playing Kings in Anna's room before and after the dance. Plus we hit up ( Read more... )

For some reason, I'm feeling really good right now and I felt the need to document this moment. I've had an ok day, which is a big step. I'm listening to my happy music... AKA French music. It's fun times listening to music in other languages.

In other news, Anna Nicole Smith died? Like whoa.

So in class today we were learning Freudian theory, which I hate but it got me thinking a lot. We were talking about the id, ego and superego, and the idea of the conscious, preconscious and unconscious minds. According to Freud, dreams are a manifestation of the unconscious mind, which is correlated with the id. The id is all of the instinctual ( Read more... )

I'm giving up on having a friendship with Bob. While it would be really nice, I'm seeing that he isn't putting in the effort right now, so I'm just going to stop bothering. I really think he just doesn't care at all anymore. And if that's the way it's going to be, then I should just stop. It sucks a lot, but I just need to stop stressing over him ( Read more... )

Well, I'm moving on. It doesn't hurt as much anymore. I've had plenty of other dramas to keep my mind occupied. It's been a long hard week. I'm not sure about a lot of my friendships here now and I'm not sure if Bob wants us to be friends. He's never around anymore. It makes me really sad and it hurts to think he might not care about me at all ( Read more... )

Back to school on Monday aftenoon. Ugh. I wanna go cuz I miss Bob so much but I don't wanna be back to doing work. Oh well.

Dammit. They were all out of the coffee I like this morning. This kind is really gross.

...Damn.

The guy in the cubicle next to me is chewing with his mouth open really really loudly. Ew. Disgusting.

It's not that what I'm doing isn't interesting. It's that I just don't think it should get in the way with going out to lunch with my dad. Or going out to lunch at all. I am so hungry right now but I don't have time to go out and get lunch because I only have a half an hour while my ficoll-plaque layer is in the centrifuge and stupid me didn't ( Read more... )