Sooo I'm in Southie at my lovely Cytonome internship. This internship feels like an eternity. I realize this is because I chose to come in with my Dad in the mornings and he comes around 6AM and my boss comes around 930AM... but I'm getting a lot of reading done and my Dad lets me check my facebook regularly on his compy so I suppose it's all ok. ( Read more... )

I think I'm screwed. My grades sucked so bad. I've never had a GPA this low in my whole life. I'm so upset with myself. This school makes me feel so stupid.

New Years was absolutely ridiculous. I'm never letting the Gaggle stay at my house again. Mostly, I'll never let their boyfriends be involved in my parties ever again. Fuck them. They're rude and obnoxious and ungracious and inconsiderate. And I hate both of them. I hope I never have to see them this semester. If I'm invited to something when ( Read more... )

Being home is so weird right now. All I wanna do is go back to school basically. It's not because I hate it here or anything, it's mostly because I have nothing to do. At school, I generally have something to do or can find something to do. Plus, at school, I have Bob. Right now, I really miss him and I have some things I want to talk to him about ( Read more... )

I hate the way people, who you think you know really well, end up changing in such bad ways that it makes you sick. It makes you worry what they're saying about you to other people. It makes you worry what other people are influencing them and where their morals are. It makes you wonder if they ever cared about you at all or if you were just ( Read more... )

Yay, I'm home. It feels good to be here for a while. I can't believe it's Christmas time, though. It doesn't feel like Christmas at all. It's probably because it hasn't snowed even once yet. Good old El Nino is back up to no good ( Read more... )

I'm so sick of studying. I feel like I'm going nowhere by studying because no matter how much I go over the information, I never retain in. Chemistry is a killer like that. UGH.

I can't wait to go home. : D
I'm gonna miss Bob a lot. : (

I got the new Christina Aguilera CD and it's making me happy.

gag me with a spoon ( Read more... )

He realized he made a mistake and we're back together. It's hard to explain how I'm feeling right now cuz I so rarely get the things I pray for, but I really did want this and it feels good. It feels like we're starting over, but it feels good.

So I'm doing ok now. I mean, I'm by no means over anything. But I'm past the 24 hour crying stage. I'm coming to terms with all of it. I still get to see him all the time and talk to him. Last night he IMed me just to tell me about work, just like he always did. It'll be hard getting over not being able to sleep next to him, but really I feel like ( Read more... )