I am obsessed with Myspace,
I have viewed my friends journals, and noone is keeping up with them nearly as much as they used too....could that be because of the myspace bug? what do u think....If I dont get any responses ill take that as a yes...
J.

I just saw broke back mountain ( Read more... )

I met a great guy,
IM not gonna get all mushy, and say a bunch of shit, but I am now back on teh scene again, im ready to date, and im ready to open up again. I dont knwo where this is gonna go, but we will see, so far I have a really good feeling about him. Intelligent, and beautiful....
lata,
J.

I forgot to mention,
I made out with a really cute guy last night.....drools...
lata,
J.

im confused ( Read more... )

So I think im finally ready to get myself out there,
I dont know Y, but im pretty sure Im all for it. Im not expecting anything, and I am not anticipating that I will find anything right away, and im also not going to try. Im just going to open myself up to the possibility that maybe I can meet someone decent.
J

Fuck man...
sometimes I feel like im a really stupid person.......at least the depression is over, I dont feel like I want to hurl myself off the nearest bridge anymore. I feel pretty stable actually, now all I have to do is chill out on the drinking and ill be good to go...anyhow, im about to go see harry potter....
ttyl,
J.

Do things happen just to remind u of how exactly alone u are? Do they happen just to remind u of things in the past that occured. I dont personally want to remember loving companionship. I dont watn to remember wanting love.....I want to be cold and indifferent..im sad, crying, and feeling remenescent. My ex bf called me the other day to ask me ( Read more... )

having another moment, I fucking hate people,
Im so glad that I have this medication, or I wouldnt be doing alright right now.....thank god for meds....
J.

I cant do it,
There is no way its gonna work, it was fun while it lasted, but I need more. Again im up its almost 4, grumbles. I need to stop doing this to my body.
J