honestly, stop trying so hard. i'm sick of your perfect beauty, all encompassing knowledge, and music obsessions.

i can't help feeling like I have the perfect relationship. it consistently makes me happy and finally i feel like i deserve something so perfect.

i had my guard up for a long time and somehow he made it crack into a million pieces. now i'm just sitting here feeling good and looking fine.

 I think if someone told me they could fix the hole in me, i would say "thanks".

I was a little drunk  and looking for company.   So I found myself a sweetheart.
But you know I am a liar

You know I am a liar
And you don't know what I've done.

By the rolling river is

Exactly where I was

There was no simple cure.

I've never felt so completely and absolutely happy and sad. I'm experiencing every emotion I ever missed throughout my teenage years at once. It's overwhelmingly painful.

I'm an emotional love monster. Dammit erin!

 you know that feeling you get when feverishly in love?
my life is so damn perfect.

But the clock is ticking. I feel like Cinderella. One month and *POOF* it all goes away. 

where am I? where have I gone? Don't presume to know what I will or won't do.

I am an egotist. 

 
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A very Gipsey is she, Nilus-born,
    Sister-in-law to jealous Potiphar;
Ye love-sick Bards! repay her scorn for scorn;
    Ye Artists lovelorn! madmen that ye are!
Make your best bow to her and bid adieu,
Then, if she likes it, she will follow you.

-Keats

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