Hello all I am finally posting again. I have had a whirlwind month. I am still living with my mom but we have a good relationship. I started college again this month. I am taking two classes psychology;) and music appreciation. Doing fine in both classes and have not missed a class yet. No panic attacks or anything!

I am Bipolar type 2. Which means I am depressed more than I am manic. I need an up in my xanax. Now I just have to find a doctor to raise it. Cause my Doctor is out of the country until September. I am sleeping a lot. But I am looking forward to a movie tomorrow.

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I hope this is where I am to be posting for the password for psa. Anyway I am 27 almost 28 so legal for every thing except social security(haha). I am totally addicted to Harry and Snape slash of any kind. To a lesser degree Harry and just about anybody else.I will not post any of your info there, here, or anywhere.

Louise

Yesterday I had a dream in which I was being tormented by my siblings, mom and dead grandfather. They were yell at me all of my short commings. And then I was killed. Anyway, mom and I went shopping and I found That my siblings have been bothering my mother about how my therapy is not (curing me) or whatever fast enought. That I am not living up ( Read more... )

Well, I have started a new part-time job at Dollar General in my town. I am working my second shift tonight. So far, I have to say I like it. Sunday was a little crazy but my boss said it usually is and with school starting the next day it made it even more so ( Read more... )

I have not posted here for so long. So much has happened. And I really don't feel like typing that much. Long story short: Mom and I put Dad into a nursing home. We sold all of the farms. Mom bought a house in Holts Summit, MO. I went of meds and got a job up here and moved first. About 3 months ago I had to go back on my meds. And I am also in ( Read more... )

My father just took my snacks. It should not be a big thing, but these are expensive snacks and he just took them. He thought he had a right to take them. The first thing I thought when I realized that I was angry about the snacks is "Did I take my meds this morning?" The answer: Yes I did. But because I am sick I am on so much medication that I ( Read more... )

Well everything is going good. I have not had a panic attack in a long time. Tomorrow my mother and I are going on a trip. First we are dropping Sugar off at a kennel, then we are heading to my brother John's. We are staying there until Sunday when we go to Troy to have lunch with the uncles so mom can sign some corporation papers. After lunch we ( Read more... )

I don't know how I feel about my last session. I cried twice and now I have homework. I am suppose to journal all the jobs I have taking care of my father. So that I can see hope much I acctually do. And write about why I am scared to have friends or date. Well I can tell you the answer to the last one. It is because I got burned. I also wonder ( Read more... )

I just wanted to try the lemonfaces.