Why is it that I have such a hard time identifying as Puerto Rican since I can pass as "white", but when I meet random strangers, they can always tell I'm Puerto Rican?

I just want to be me.

Um, I think I have a boyfriend now. Yay!

Also, I don't need any "negative Nancys" to bring me down - gtfo of my life.

That is all, thank you.

Can I just say that I'm awesome?

And if you don't think so, you can go fuck yourself.

My Ideal Man Must:
1- Be a man
2- Be swift as a coursing river
3- Have all the force of a great typhoon
4- Have the strength of a raging fire
5- Be mysterious as the dark side of the moon

If I don't end up moving away next year... I'm going to delete my lj/facebook/twitter
I'm going to disappear forever and never give a flying fuck about anything every again.

I felt... nothing. I was as if we just randomly met.

And it was good.

Rocking my 80s crimped hair


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I don't get how I'm a constant failure with guys right now.

This time, I totally took a chance at something different, and it was so nice... and then it all went to shit, as everything has. I just let guys use me now.

I feel stupid, foolish... and a loser.

Why is it so hard for me to just be happy?

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