I was shocked to find, yesterday, that it is, in fact, possible for things to have gotten WORSE at work while I've been away on vacation. I didn't think it got lower than the rock bottom pit of despair that has been my daily grind for the last, oh, six months (I thought we had hit the bottom of that pit at least a few weeks prior to my time off), ( Read more... )

DO IT ( Read more... )

I have a pounding headache, and I haven't left my apartment in two days ( Read more... )

I wish I didn't miss you.

I wish I didn't still care how you're doing or what you're up to.

Tomorrow it will be 3 weeks since I left you. Life is going better for me, but I'm sad anyway.

was divine. I made myself red-onion topped steak (rare) and feta-stuffed portobello mushroom caps with a spinach salad on the side ( Read more... )

I am sooooooooooooooo glad I have the next two days off after today. I plan on being ridiculously lazy for a chunk of it, and spending another chunk of it catching up on things that need to get done - like laundry, dishes, & taking out the trash (again). I hope to do a bunch of writing (I've done around 1700 words in three (busy) days, which is ( Read more... )

It's bad enough you broke my heart...
without you making me feel guilty for breaking yours.
This isn't what I wanted either, but this is how it is.

I'm so fucking sad tonight.

1. Fired a gun
2. Smoked weed
3. Driven above 80mph
4. Gone fishing
5. Been overseas

Why does it have to hurt so much to let go of something you weren't even happy with ( Read more... )

Today
I left my husband
Who loves me
And whom I love.