By the way.  Fair Warning, it's highly likely most of my posts, if I make any that is, are going to be rather disconnected, hostile, violent, ect....  you know all those qualities that make me great to call on, and at the same time, not want me around.   I'm just insane.

I'm Insane... which is better than outsane, cause that'd make me crazy

I hate isolation... I hate being so isolated from everyone and everything.... so why do I inflict it on myself?  Maybe I over think things too much... upon further thinking... I'm sure I do over think things.... oh well fuck it I'll over think all I want.... got nothing else to do ( Read more... )

First, don't try to piece all this together, it won't make any sense, it doesn't in my own head ( Read more... )

I'm so tired, feel like crap, and have a headache from hell ( Read more... )

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so... picked up Melissa in Killeen, and got back on the road.... and now we're stopped in West Memphis Arkansas cause our load doesn't deliver for another 12 hours.   so yay....  I just went ahead and bought a 30 day internet bit off the idleaire bastardessessess   they charge for my net... is my net not their net, they should not be charging me ( Read more... )

Something is definitely off with me.   I've been thinking back on my life a lot this week and I'm slightly concerned about what I'm seeing ( Read more... )

Umm  this shouldn't be a surprise to any of you but.... I'm an idiot ( Read more... )

It's at times odd how life works. September, November and December have always been my worste months of the year. Seems September 1st is the gateway to hell for me. Anything that can go wrong, usually does... It was this time of the year where I died, where my heart is most often broken, and when finances fall apart.

I can already,
Smell it in the ( Read more... )

so yeah I'm alive... and yeah... umm that's about all. Some people need to die, some people don't. I'm still running over little cars in a semi, and yeah... that's about all.