well, i moved out of the apt yesterday...moved ALL of it in one day and had to clean like a friggin mad woman b/c the people who i thought were 'friends' left my apt in COMPLETE FILTH!!!! i'm so pissed at them. it's really screwed that people would do that to someone....especially when they helped you out like i did them. i gave them a place to ( Read more... )

hallo hallo...no i haven't died, things have just been weird. went to houston, had a blast, josh came down and my family loves him...brought brad back. (friend from high school) that's been interesting....TRYING TO FIND A JOB HERE SUCKS!!!! anywho, i have to move all of my crap out of my apt this week and as far as i know my so called friends that ( Read more... )

i'm back in lubbock....life at home that last 3 weeks was interesting....to say the least. it was fun and when josh came into town i was soooo friggin happy i couldn't stand it. things with josh and the family went well...they all like him...*well, all the ones he met* we brought back a stray too...my friend brad from high school came back with us ( Read more... )

just letting everyone know that things are peachy in tiggerland. well...almost peachy...i haven't seen josh in 3 weeks! he flies in on thursday...that makes me happy! i'm excited. i taught at vacation bible school last week with my sister. we had the best class ever! 1st grade and we didn't have to jump on their asses for anything. they walked in ( Read more... )

ok...so all the hype for the last 2 weeks about my birthday was well deserved. i got all the stuff i mentioned on my birthday and then that night we had cake and ice cream at my mom's house...then danny came over...*first weird thing b/c he doesn't like my family...* anywho, when he got there amanda really wanted me to open the other present that ( Read more... )

well, i finally made it to 21! don't know if i've survived yet b/c the day has just begun...but damnit...i made it here! so far nat has spoiled the crap outta me...tiggers, pictures, cd's, etc. my sister got me the most badass tigger belly ring! it's sooo cute. by far there is one thing missing...josh. he's not here b/c he can't be and that sucks. ( Read more... )

well, things are going well. i have to play a wedding on saturday that i really don't wanna play at all...then monday i'm flying home to houston...kinda looking forward to it...kinda not. it's weird. i know it'll be great once i'm there, but when i'm up here i just think about the fact that i'm not gonna see josh for 2 weeks or so...eh. i'm sure i' ( Read more... )

so, i've officially decided i hate being a girl. at least right now. mother nature made her monthly visit yesterday and since then i've been this 5'9" container for emotional instability...and i hate it. little things have happened that normally wouldn't bother me but NOOOOOO....just because i'm a stupid girl, i have to get all emotional and shit ( Read more... )

well well well....i'm updating. what a surprise! things are going well....really well. except for money issues and the fact that nat went back to houston. :( it's only for the summer though, which makes me kinda happy. but the money thing still sucks...really sucks. don't have any don't have a way to get any. but...this update will be kinda vague ( Read more... )

well, good news...josh and i are officially together. that makes me happy. it's really strange how he can read my thoughts and he knows exactly what's wrong and when it's wrong and if he doesn't know what...he ALWAYS knows when. we're so much alike it's almost scary sometimes....and according to natalie...rather sickening. lol ( Read more... )