attn!  if anyone knows of anyplace hiring that is better than the job i have right now please tell me. right now anyplace is better than my job, i'd be happy to work at mc donalds, p;lease just tell me where, and if you know where i need to go and who to talk to then please give me that info to cuz i need to get out of my crappy ass, no respect job ( Read more... )

mmmmm... how i love my crunchy peanut butter and jelly sandwich. mmmmm...

i remember when i was little and would have one cut up in triangles and no crust mmm... that was awesome. i miss it. now im too lazy to cut it up so i just go ahead and eat it.

this is a weird update.

okay so vodka really fucks me up and i knew this and yet i had two vodka and cranberrys and numerous shots. last night. i only recall parts of things, i know i blacked out in the bathroom till jose came and woke me up and drove home to his house. and then i slept in the ;backseat of my car cuz there was no way i was gonna make it inside, cuz right ( Read more... )

i miss being in an environment  where i've known everyone for years, and we all know where we stand with each other, not where its new people and ur thrown into a situation where u cant stand them and its so hard cuz u dont know where u two stand.

i hate not really having anyone here that i really want to hang out with,

i hate that im still here ( Read more... )

omg! i am crying right now, cuz im laughing so much, cuz i was so nervous.

see what happend was, my mom let me drive her car so i can drive it for a trip, and i was doing fine at first, but then my mom kept doing this oh my gosh stuff. so i got nervous and was doing really bad. and some people started laughing at me. her car is a stick shift by the ( Read more... )

tonight was odd. it was our holiday party at work and i had to close, which i thought would be okay cuz i was told that i would be able to go down to the party and hangout and get paid at the same time but i really was only able to go down eat, open a bottle for them and then go back to work and still didnt get everything done that i wanted to get ( Read more... )

wow! last night was too funny. so ralph has all his buddies from work and some others come over and they all play this big game of poker. and drink a lot! well at least one guy did. all i know is i came out of my room and there was this real cute attractive guy that only looked like he could be 20 and then i see hes grab;bing a beer so okay i ( Read more... )

okay so its friday night again and im home from work, really tired, but really bored and i want to just go out and do something. damn i really need to get friends that live in the same town as me, and that i see regularly. this really sucks.

wow so now i dont know what to do, chad asked me that if he found an apartment if i would move in with him, so that i dont just up and leave him for another town. i dont know what to do. and now he has a puppy, y did he have to get a puppy, i want a puppy, but i dont know if i want to live with him just to have one.

im so bored right now . i hate having two days off consecutively. but that is the least of my problems.

i really just need to take a vacation out of town and just chill and not deal with anything or anyone. maybe then if i do i can come back and not have issues when i go to work. which is the biggest reason i need to get away.

its not even just ( Read more... )