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[tiggerjunkie]

Due to lack of pc access my updates seem few and far between...for those who are truly that interested (though i cant imagine why) in whats going on in my life, here's an update...my life has taken yet another drastic turn...trying to get over my Sweet One for all those months was taxing...finally after what seemed like forever...after all the

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[devvie]

Congratulations! I pray the love and marriage last forever.

[elenuil]

devvikins: it's me - danikins. i got the an email from zair that said what you wanted me to hear....i heard it. i miss you honey and hope you're ok. i'm gonna add you to my friends list... i hope you do the same.

**pounce-attacks you**

xoxox
dani

[devvie]

YAY!!! *smooches*

[tiggerjunkie]

the jist of your LJ entries didnt imply temporary...they said it took you six years to realize that the friendship was no good...that it was hard to break it off but was necessary...that tells me the YOU have no desire for contact with me...not the other way around so dont even try to knock the ball back in my court on that round

[tiggerjunkie]

it was necessary because??? Do i need to go there?? long and short is you fucked it up not me...you didnt like some of the hard questions pure and simple...protecting your family? from what exactly? the knowledge you had something shady going on the side...and i dont just mean me...
i dont anticipate any true "emergencies" that Dani and I cant get through together so dont worry...you're husband's phone isnt likely to ring with my number on caller ID...my mailing address is the same if for some odd reason you finally find the words to put your feelings into...but i dont think i'll be holding my breath...nor will i be shattered if you just go away and stay there...
contrary to what you may believe (and you clearly dont know me as well as you think) i am quite capable of letting go...as you saw, i let go of you until you came prowling around my LJ...ask Dani how well versed ive become in letting go...sometimes at great cost (death) but letting go just the same...
all the best to you and your family(whatever)...

[tiggerjunkie]

i know there was nothing else going on besides me huh? have you ever known me to ask that kind of question without knowing the answer...keep that in mind while you swear up and down it was just me you were interested in...at any rate it no longer matters i guess...
yes, i needed you many times and you always came through...that i wont ever dispute...i never said i let go of you...i was referring to someone i should have let go of long ago...i forgot about the profile but i will amend that...
as far as you wandering off, you did that already..you know how to find me...my number hasnt changed nor has my mailing address...if you wish to stay gone then thats your decision...

[tiggerjunkie]

Whatever Laura...im not going back and forth with you on this one...in case you missed it we had a shot at that, you and I...you walked away from that...if you decide that complete break is the best for you then so be it

[tiggerjunkie]

dont bother...i have a pretty good idea what it would say...you said goodbye once so there is no need to prolong this...you are hell bent on leaving then do it... yes i walked away...but you were still always a part of my life...and had i not walked away what would have changed...you are still married and i dont expect that will change...he is at least support and security and overall a good man...you never were going to leave (six years ago or a few months ago) and you know it as well as i do...i walked away from a relationship that had no future...and never will...pure and simple...me loving you was never going to be enough and i knew that six years ago as well as i know it to this day..the fantasy was nice but the reality is that you and i never had a chance