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[tiggxxx1968]

What a crappy day.It's raining,freezing in most areas,there's a 2 hour delay which means a late start to the day with getting the kids off to school.I have made a new friend from the UK that I IM.His name is Graham and he is very nice.He doesn't want my friendship for sex talk like the rest do.He wants to be real.He needs someone too talk with like

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[fallen_endings]

*My comment is rather long so I had to seperate it.*

Sounds like you've been having some rough times too. It just seems like everyone's been having such horrible moments in life lately. It's kind of creepy in a way. But, yeah. It's nice that you've found a friend that's willing to listen to you and be what a friend should be, though him being in the UK is quite the downfall...but at least he's still there to talk to. Mike really needs to loosen the noose. I realize that he's had his share of losses and he's scarred and threatened by some issues...but controlling who you can or can't talk to is going beyond need. That's just crazy. Sometimes it seems like he'd rather you be a hermit or something...yikes. I wish he'd lighten up and realize what it's doing to you emotionally. He just may very well damage what he has now by acting the way he has been lately. Don't get me wrong, I love my uncle, but he's always had this thing...like he was hiding something or someone-like another part of him that he doesn't show. It's always been a kind

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[fallen_endings]

I will have to admit that your mask is very deceiving...the mask of a happy go lucky mom and wife. To actually sit and listen to you talk, to look at your artwork, and to read your feelings in words...I realize that I'm not so lost after all...and that I'm not the only one in this family who has learned to create masks to hide the feelings and the scars that life seems to create every moment of the day...to hide all of those things from the rest so they won't see and ask questions and expect answers-which they may not understand, so it really seems pointless to explain. It just means that someone ends up worrying about you though they don't understand what's going on and why...they just know that they're worried for some reason or another. It's really comforting to talk to you and know that you know what I'm talking about without me having to go in depth and explain. Like it shows through my mask, but only to you. It's really an awesome feeling. Even though I may not be able to help you with certain problems that occur in your life, I