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 I'm drained. I'm drained and I'm looking forward to my break. I need time off from the problems, models, UHU glue and mounting boards I've been facing since the start of term. I'm done with the lack of confidence, self-esteem and ugly thoughts running inside of me. I'm done with looking into the mirror and thinking the worst. It's driving me up ( Read more... )

 
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Today was... awkward. Yeah. That's the word to fully describe my day. Awkward. There were tense moments for some reason, and I often find me asking myself if I was the cause of it. I don't like it at all. Were things changing? I feel like we don't have a shared topic. Yes, we do laugh together, but somehow, sometimes, I find them forced. I don't ( Read more... )

 Have you ever experienced times when you really doubt yourself? When you feel like you can't trust yourself, you're disappointed and life is so meaningless, you just want to give up on it? I'm having one of the days now. It seems like all the negative thoughts are just flooding and overtaking my mind, hypnotizing me to believe that all these are ( Read more... )

 I'm anchored today. Finally.

LOL LOL. Best friend and I re-thought about getting the tattoo. We're gonna get it sometime next week :D But anyways, went for a haircut. Run $28 run, don't ever look back. Had bangs and omg, I think I look like a boy now. Lol my life.


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