1. What is your idea of perfect happiness ( Read more... )

it's so strange sometimes when you've thought about how something will be so much, you've dreamt about it and you worry and overanalyse it and then... it turns out nothing like you imagine. You try and second guess how you will feel and what you'll say and then... you didn't count on how easy it'd be ( Read more... )

I've started writing entries in here so many times over the past few months but never end up finishing them, or they make little sense when i read them back ( Read more... )

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honestly. if you went out for dinner with someone and had a wonderful night [as always when you spend any time with this person] but when you leave them you walk through your door [because they're not supposed to come in anymore] and do that stupid only in films thing of falling back against the door with tears in your eyes... would you continue to ( Read more... )

update... i'm getting scared now ( Read more... )

so... i thought i should post for information purposes... i start a secondment at vodafone HQ in newbury in two weeks for 6 months which means i'll be living down there and having to move out of home for the first time ever at 25 [living at james' doesn't count ( Read more... )

i don't think i can listen to pearl jam until after the gig, it makes me feel like i might just stop existing it all feels so unreal. i feel SICK.

oh.my.god.

endings mean beginnings. how well we know that. yet still how little faith we have in that knowledge when faced with an ending. tears are shed, you feel a slight panic when you realise a certain comforting routine will no longer be a constant in your life ( Read more... )

Ten random things I love ( Read more... )