ok I have a car and I'm making payments on it for no reason really because I"m not driving it. I have an apartment now which is great. my problem is I have al lot of new responsibilities that I really can't afford. I make $200 a week if I'm lucky. It really sucks. My B-day is coming up and I'm not going to get anything that I need.I can't blame ( Read more... )

If You woke up and I was in bed with u what would be Your first thought??? If u really don't know just tell me here. I might make some girls jealous.

I got the car. woo hoo. still at the same job not woo hoo. can't take the job ne more. family doesn't even want me here. I was doing so well with my life last year now I feel like I'm a bum again. living with ppl that don't even want me here. I thought I was a nice person that every one liked me and if they didn't that didn't matter. well now all ( Read more... )

Well I should have known that something like this would happen. Too many people in the life that wants "the" life. I am one. It was great, the feeling and thoughts. But once more it has stopped. This the reason I did not want the world to know. No, not all the world knows but enough that will look and judge. I knew but yet I still spoke. I know it ( Read more... )

Ok so I was on the puter last night talking to my best friend, which is a guy, and we start joking around about getting married. Well tonight I see that he is on and tell him to just call me. He tells me that last night wasn't a joke that he was serious. OH MY GOD was the first thing that came out of my mouth. Then wow wait what really? lol. ( Read more... )

You know I use to hate that show called friends then I moved in with my brother and his family and his wife got season 8. She asked if I wanted to watch it with her one day. I said, yea sure. I was just being nice. Well I'm hooked. I've seen seasons 1-3 and 8. I will start 4 tomorrow. I watch it every night after work. Well tonight I got done and ( Read more... )

So I passed both of my classes. I got bumped up. whoopie!!! My dad is going to co sign for a loan. Its a christmas gift so I don't know when its going to happen.

So guess what I broke up with my bf and I also quit smoking. yeah for me!!! I seriously thought that I could not go without a cig for this long. Yes I always said that if I really wanted to quit I could well I thought I was ling to my self but I'm not obviously. HEHE. Everything is wired in my body. I can't go to sleep like I want or should. I ( Read more... )

> > >Schwartzenegger has a big one ( Read more... )

Never in my life have I felt so tired. a Job and school and a full time bf. its time to tell him that I need time for myself. I don't think I can handle it any more. I was so ahead in school before I met him and now I'm really behind. Thats not a good thing. Plus if I don't get more sleep than I have been I'm going to make myself sick. And its ( Read more... )