I forgot all about this thing haha. So yeah im still alive. I got fired from my wonderful job it only took about 3 years of being late and leaving whenever I felt like it. I'm actually kinda shocked at how much i dont miss it. There was like maybe 5 people that I talked to before i got fired anyway. Those people are cool and all but not cool enough ( Read more... )

I forgot all about this lol ( Read more... )

Blah being stressed out is making me all paranoid and crap. I think I'm just mental or something sometimes but then it goes away. I don't know why either its almost amusing sometimes but sometimes it pisses me off and lately ive been getting very angry for no reason it sucks. Oh well time to yell at more customers.

I hate people today I might get fired lol I'm on some crazy probation and this woman is pissing me off. I think I'm getting depressed or some crap it sucks I wanna explode and hurt people.

I havent written anything in awhile. Believe me its not cuz I got a life or anything haha. I feel like im stuck in that crappy groundhog day movie or something. Every day seems the same. I go to my crappy job I talk to retarded customers I go eat food and watch a movie or go drink beer and watch a movie or go play pool then go watch a movie. I need ( Read more... )

I havent felt like writing lately mainly cause ive been either tired or moody lately. I think im going through menapause or something haha. Everyday when I wake up I wanna go outside and kick the crap outta my car. I keep neglecting to do things so that I can sleep. I need to get on like a sleeping pattern but its not happening. Oh well maybe ( Read more... )

Damn Elvis songs always stay in my head forever!!!!!!!

I'm all xcited cuz the Steelrs won and they beat lol the Browns.
I hate the Browns. I hate almost everything about Ohio especially their football teams haha. I'm starting to like watching OSU play though which is odd but I'm sure I'll get over it. I need sleep today yes.

Scary stuff has been happening. I don't even know how to explain or where to start. I'm scared I'm scared that I might have an impact on someone's life and that scares me. I don't wanna have an impact on my life lol. I've seen what happens when I get involved and it's usually not good. I always make bad decisions its like clockwork. I know i'm ( Read more... )

I was tempted to try something last night. I'm glad that I didnt but in a way I'm left kinda wandering I hate that feeling. I hate not knowing if I can do something or not. Oh well one of life's little mysteries I guess. My post has been removed from my friends site, that kinda sucks. I don't really care but, now I feel compelled to write more for ( Read more... )