i feel so stuck right now... I started talking to the ex boyfriend who I haven't talked to in like 9 years and all these feelings for him are back ( Read more... )

So when I was in high school I was dating this guy that had joined the army... we only dated for about a year but he was my first love ( Read more... )

he's such a fucking idiot... i can't believe he made her his fucking friend on facebook... he knows i don't like his ex i think she a fucking ulgy ass skanky whore who hooks up with guys on the internet ( Read more... )

so monday night i get a call from my dad saying that my grandma is in a coma.... she had another stroke and there was so much brain damage that the doctors said she wouldn't wake up ( Read more... )

well... i've lived in Seattle for over a year now.... damn i can't believe that it's already been that long.... the city doesn't bug me that much... it's defantly not as nice as portland... and the way the roads are up here suck... like portland is a nice grid... north and south road are named by #'s and 1st is downtown.... east and west were ( Read more... )

I'm feeling a little better... it still sucks having no friends up here... then the one person you meet at work that might be someone that i could hang out with outside of work is a guy so Alan gets all protective of me and tells me he doesn't really like me going out to lunch with his guy at work ( Read more... )

Okay so it's been a really long time since I've written in here... I'm still living in Seattle with Alan... most things are the same ( Read more... )

Well it's been about 3 weeks and I've just finished getting boxes put away and everything set up. Work is a lot different then in Portland. The not just people but how things are done... I'm slowly getting use to it... It also gets about 10 times more specimens... I get about a hour of overtime a night... I don't mind the money butit's makes me so ( Read more... )

wow... it's been a long time ( Read more... )

I've been feeling weird lately.... I don't know why.... I think it's mostly because of my relationship with my boyfriend ( Read more... )