just a whole lotta bad dreams... no dice

What a week... what a morning... what a night ( Read more... )

Here I am once again, tending to my semi-annual LJ post after a breakup; how sad right? I look through your profile after a day of being ignored and realize I've been deleted from your electronic life, as if just knowing I'm tagged somewhere alongside you is so disgusting. It's so easy for you to pretend I don't exist, and I have to ask, what ( Read more... )

Can we ever just act like adults? Maybe there's no such thing as adulthood; who's to say one is acting more or less mature than another? Isn't it all relative? There is indeed a lot to be learned here, but what happened last night was nearly inexcusable and I was so shaken and hurt. Still I will forgive and try to make myself a better person. ( Read more... )

the only thing missing from tonight was the enormous amounts of alcohol you always see the broken-hearted drinking in the movies that make them leave those embarrassing and stupid messages on their ex's phone. i'm not even playing by my own rules. i'm re-reading the e-mails, pictures from a year or two ago. what an asshole i was. what did i do to ( Read more... )

god i just want to lie in bed all day.

midterm.

today was pathetic, but overall important. i'm so distraught and bombarded by thoughts, i need a week of vacation, time spent with family and more importantly friends. i can't focus on anything, school is going to suffer. it's as if someone hit the 'off' button on caring and i'm roaming the halls of the library and music center with no idea of ( Read more... )

"Auf Wiedersehen"

i hear you. you're angry.

so now what?

why people think it's ok to hurt other people because they don't share your extremist views is beyond me. i'm pretty sure using violence and fear to push your agenda onto others is called terrorism, and it's pathetic.

http://www.santacruzsentinel.com/ci_10084756

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