It's my 3rd day on my fast, and I've only drank water so far ( Read more... )

This guys body... is amazing.... =(


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I've been tossing the idea around about whether I should take my own life or not. I've been so down lately, and I just want it to stop. I've already been through the whole inpatient shit, and I kind of don't want to go through it again ( Read more... )

Things are so not going well in my life...

I want my cheeks to be thin again..

I hate my family... they aren't a family..

I want my stomach to be empty forever...

I hate how I don't have someone to love...

I love to touch my hip bones and feel invincible..

..so disgusting ( Read more... )

I just feel so empty lately. I've been feeling like I just want to die ( Read more... )

"your protruding bones are taking a stab at me"

"ow, your hip bone hurt me"

"your elbow is pretty hard"

"ow you hurt when I hold you"

.............

Ugh, not only something bad came out of today! something good also came out!

choose:

( Jake's Restaurant Misadventures. )

I'm like beyond weak, I had to ask some random guy to move a table near a plug for me (for my laptop which was low in battery). Which he did, and later some guy ridiculed the weight I was at, this isn't fucking high school ( Read more... )

Tomorrow..

Hair appointment at 4:00 (dying process takes 1hourish)

Psychologist appointment at 4:30...

They overlap so I need to prioritize the more important appointment.

My solution?

Cancel Psychologist appointment.