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I've Been Picking Scabs Again
"Honestly, for me it's like... the biggest thing is that I am guilty of not having been honest because I'm also a bit of a caretaker. So, I get in this weird double-edge situation where, 'I love this person very much, and if I'm completely honest with them, they'll... it-it'll be over.' And then they'll be devastated and then they're gonna go ( Read more... ) -
I Ripped The Wings From My Spine, But When I Hide Inside Your Eyes, I Still Pretend That I Can Fly
Well, k. I'm not mad or anything, just putting off things that need to be done. So this won't be interesting... not that these entries usually are.
My most recent interview with HMS was, once again... okay. I thought the one before that went a lot better, oddly enough. But the lady gave me an application and stuff (which I should be filling out) so ( Read more... ) -
If I Could Separate Me From Myself, I'd Stay Away From Me
"If I could separate me from myself, I'd stay away from me.
If you decide I'm wrong, and you can wait that long, maybe it's not too late.
I will not lose you to the melting sky
Or to the mad parade
To the bloody jaws or the fire fall
Don't be afraid.
You need never know, a cold heart, heart of stone
Or lonely memory, you will never be alone
If I could ( Read more... ) -
"Big Ol Blog of Light"
Excerpt from Puscifer's latest blog, written by Maynard James Keenan :
"Shit happens to some of us. Traumatizing events occur and then we spend the rest of our lives, either consciously or unconsciously, trying to work it out. Some of us become the aggressors, inflicting the same trauma on others. Some of us medicate. Some of us become creative ( Read more... ) -
So Cash
So, like... I don't really know what to post here on LJ. I have a good blog in mind for MySpace, but it's probably too controversial for me to actually post ( Read more... ) -
Black Liner Run
I like the song "Black Liner Run" by She Wants Revenge a lot. I fucking love that band more than anyone else I've ever heard of and apparently it's the first song that they ever wrote. From my understanding, it's about a chick and a dude who met online and shit, but I guess they never get to meet IRLz. In the song they mention the girl wearing ( Read more... ) -
If I Saved You From Drowning, Promise Me You'll Never Go Away
"Well I just wanna go someplace
Where no one knows my name
And I don't have to explain
No, I don't have to retain
That I lie to myself, or protect myself
For the benefit of myself
I want power in my words
I want passion in my eyes
And when I wake up
I want life to be a surprise
And I guess that I didn't know it all along
And I guess that I never ( Read more... ) -
Don't Ask Me More Questions, Don't Fuck With My Head
"I'd rather hate you
For everything you are
Than ever love you
For something you are not
I'd rather you hate me
For everything I am
Than have you love me
For something that I can't"
So, this past week has been interesting. It was quite the blog-worthy weekend.
I had a job interview with HMS. It honestly didn't go bad, but I can pick it apart and ( Read more... ) -
Well, Well
Here we go again, LJ. New account.
I don't really know what I'm going to say this time. I have about 1000000000 things I could yell at the world right now (as usual) but don't have time. Max'll be here any minutre, no doubt.
Too much. Too much on my mind to write.
We'll catch up on things later then.
-- Tee