I'm finally heading back to Commerce tomorrow. I also start working at the Chicken Express there tomorrow. No more will I be so bored because I'll have something and somewhere to go everyday. I really should start packing some things up. I have yet to start. I guess I'll go do that!

I've come to the conclusion that I have a mental disorder. It's in there somewhere with ADD and OCD. You all know that ADD is Attention Deficit Disorder and OCD is Obsessive Compulsive Disorder and what they are. This new disorder is kind odd because it only certain types of people can get it. That's right it developes over time depending on the ( Read more... )

Jessica: I hate to do this, but right now I feel that it is best. I think we need to break up now, before we get too envolved. I know now that this relationship wont go anywhere past my graduating high school in a few months and I would rather end it now than then. Sorry for everything. I do care about you more than you know and I will ALWAYS be ( Read more... )

Jessica says she's not going to keep in touch but yet for some odd reason she's still calling me and try to talk to me at work. WHY!? As far as I'm concerned the moment she sent the email telling me she wasn't going to keep in touch was when all that went into affect. If she doesn't want to keep in touch with me, someone who considers her a best ( Read more... )

I love second chances and I love Jessica for being so forgiving and understanding! I think she's going to give me a second chance at out relationship. We had a little talk yesterday before she left work and I think it went well, we got some things accomplished. Before we get back together though we're just going to start with a date here and there ( Read more... )

I'm trying to find some way to move back to Commerce because I'm not going to be able to stand it here much longer without Jessica. She's the only that I ever did anything with. I don't know anyone else here. I'm going to save up about 6 paychecks and then find someone to move in with in Commerce. If you can help me please let me know.

Well Jessica just broke up with me. I would be somehwat alright with it if she had done it in person or at least over the phone but no she decides to do it through email. I have an idea about why she broke up with me but she never gave the exact reason. If it has to do with me not talking enough then that's sad because I didn't have much of a ( Read more... )

"Name five of life's simple pleasures that you like most, then pick five people to do the same. Try to be original and creative and not to use things that someone else has already used ( Read more... )

I knew this would happen with any relationship I ever got into. Talking...the reason I won't have very good luck in relationships. I have trouble starting or holding a conversation with people unless I'm arguing or complaining and I'm sure Jessica doesn't want to hear either of those. The following is an email Jessica sent me this morning ( Read more... )

Please excuse me in this entry. I'm not myself tonight. There are words I hate using in here but I miss my friends in Commerce and they were the ones that kept me from going the way it seems I'm going right now. I am seriously sitting here starting to cry because of the way things have been here and the fact that I'm going back to the ways before I ( Read more... )