i finally shaved. the beard is gone. i'm actually quite happy about it. for the first time, i'm not shaving it for anyone other than myself. excellent ( Read more... )

i figure right now i have to crucify myself if i'm going to lay with you...a disaster's a disaster whatever christian language you drag it through ( Read more... )

so, its been a long time, livejournal. I finished semester number one at Hamline. Things went really well. I managed to get a 3.10 GPA, so far, so good. At least school has become my release. I have had a real tough time with other things in my life lately. Mostly my medical issues. I have a terrible herniated disc in my neck. C7. It shoots ( Read more... )

seems like i have been hitting up my past for money over the last few months. you need to take a few steps back before you start walking forward, right? well that must be what i have been doing. but those steps forward do not seem to be happening anytime soon. i'm always hoping for the best, just hoping nothing happens ( Read more... )

for some reason i feel like such a recluse tonight. i find myself drinking beer in anticipation of the water to freeze inside my freezer so i can switch to makers mark. for some reason drinking while doing your taxes really eases the soul ( Read more... )

thinking about what things are like and what they actually are really fill my mind a lot these days. good thing i've kept myself busy with certain things. i really don't have the best luck though... that is one of my problems. some days i feel really awesome about everything that is going on, and other days i probably think way too much about some ( Read more... )

i was talking to some people the other day about moving/living and all of that good stuff. one of them was telling me about how awesome it would be to move to florida or somewhere warm. how much they hate minnesota and can't wait until they have the opportunity to move. i am just so happy to be where i am. i think minneapolis is really where i am ( Read more... )

well, things have been very interesting lately. I was thinking about something brad said to me the other day, "you are talking about some new woman every week ( Read more... )

it's been quite a while since i posted to my good ol' live journal ( Read more... )

some random writing ( Read more... )