It really sucks not even making it to the play-offs, but on the bright side, I get to watch my guy play.

I really didn't think it was going to be this hard being here in Raleigh. I love playing with these guys, but there's something missing, and I miss you more and more every day. I just want to be back in our bed, over looking the Pacific Ocean. I know, I'm a big suck.

SHIT..... That's about all I have to say about this.

I miss my hair. So fucking stupid to hack it all off like that, but sometimes shit happens ( Read more... )

I guess I really didn’t know what I was doing. It worked fine in California, but put one up in Carolina and all hell breaks loose. Well, my shoulder anyways. I’ve missed 5 games, and I’m not playing tonight against the Pens. Too bad, I wanted to crunch a couple of those wonder kids. The only good thing about all this is that it happened when I was ( Read more... )

Raleigh, N Carolina. Who in there right mind would base a NHL team here. I managed to find myself a small apartment, it's nothing like what we had in LA, but it'll do for now ( Read more... )

You know, I had this feeling, I've had this feeling for a while now and even though they told me I was in it for the long run. I don't know what the hell I'm going to do, I don't want to go to Carolina. Fuck, I just feel like... Fuck, I feel like a part of me has just died...

SO.... Apparenntly I'm crabby ( Read more... )

That was one hell of a fun weekend. I can barely walk. *grins*

And somehow, this is so fitting.

I fucking hate all these rumors. I don't want to sign my offer until I'm sure Connor is staying put.